Sunday, January 17, 2010

my short story

Ok, well...along with my regular posts, I am going to include some short stories on here. Yes, this is my own writing, these are stories written only by me. :) Please feel free to leave comments, good or bad.

Obeyed...

Kelly was a sexual person by nature. She knew what she wanted, but she didn't know that until recently. She had always enjoyed sex, but had been very shy and closed off to the many possibilities of what was out there. Liam had brought that out in her. He always had a special control over her, and he shed her inhibitions like they were never there. He got her to express her inner most desires, even when she did feel crazy about saying them out loud. They had always talked about how Kelly wanted to be controlled by Liam, and how she wanted a little pain during sex. But, Liam was usually afraid of how far to take it, scared he would end up hurting Kelly. Kelly had even taken her fantasies as far as imagining pissing Liam off when he arrived to her place, just to see how mad she could get him, to see if he would take it out on her sexually. She never told Liam about this fantasy, or about some of the others. Through the conversations they had, they came up with a scenario one day, about how Liam would instruct Kelly exactly what to wear for a date, and then they would go out, but he would have control over her the entire time. Kelly doubted Liam's ability to play along for the entire evening. Hell, Liam doubted his own ability. But tonight was the night. And only time would tell if he could play her little game.

Kelly was finished getting dressed. She wore black thigh high boots, and a shirt that basically looked like a dress. It hung well on her, and almost showed her ass. She never would have worn this by itself, always with jeans or leggings, but never alone. She was also instructed not to wear panties or a bra. Her hair and makeup looked pretty good, not too overdone, but not too minimal either. She waited patiently by her door when Liam arrived. The sight of her made his dick rock hard before he even stopped the car. Kelly had worn exactly what he told her to wear, and to his shock, that alone was a turn on. He stepped out of the car and giggled, "Wow, I didn't think you would actually wear this for me!" She teased back, "but of course Master!" They both laughed, and got in the car to head to the bar.

The car ride was not too much different from other rides they had been on together. Liam couldn't help but to touch her. Running his hands up and down her thigh as he attempted to drive. "Spread your legs baby, I have to feel your slippery pussy right now." Kelly did as he wanted, and just the slight touch of his fingers running up and down her slit almost took her over the edge. He teased her slowly while watching her squirm in her seat. Then he stopped. "That's enough for now, you're enjoying it way too much, and I don't want you to come yet." Kelly was frustrated, but accepted that holding off for now, would only make it better later. Kelly was getting more nervous as they were closing in on their destination. She wanted to do whatever Liam wanted, but she knew the looks she was going to get when she entered the bar. Liam could see her staring out the window, with a blank face. "Relax babe, you said this was what you wanted too." She looked at him and smiled and taking a deep breath and they parked the car, she knew that he was right and wouldn't let anything happen to her anyway.

As they entered the bar, Kelly was dead on with her fears. Glares, pointing and whispers were going on all over the bar. Mainly from other women, who were, in all honesty probably just jealous. Laim kept whispering to her that she was beautiful, and that no matter how many people thought she was a slut, it didn't matter because she was his slut. He knew what calling her that did to her. Her face flushed a little, and she could feel her pussy starting to get wet. She tried to ignore this, as she didn't want her wetness dripping down her legs since she was pantiless. Laim ordered a few drinks and then they headed over to the pool table for a game. They hadn't played pool in years, and for some reason playing pool always led to leaving early and having sex. Liam decided to break, since Kelly hated breaking. The game started out pretty casual and Kelly almost forgot what she was wearing. She bent over to pool table to take a shot and Liam couldn't help but to notice that he could just slightly see her pussy. Kelly was trying to drink a little faster than normal to help her relax, and asked if Liam could order her another drink. He did, but he made her walk over to the bar with him. "Spread your legs a little bit", he said to her when she stood in front of the bar. Kelly knew what he was going to do. "Okay", she said quietly. She felt his fingers run over her pussy and she immediately became wet all over again. She was trying to maintain her composure when he shoved a finger inside her wet cunt. She gasped, and gasped again when she realized that people all over were watching this. Liams eyes never left her. He rubbed her g-spot for a few seconds and then took his finger out, and told her to suck his finger. "Baby, I can't do that here!", she tried to say quietly. "No, no...I told you to do it, and tonight you're my slut, so you do as I say." Kelly reluctantly took the finger inside her mouth and sucked her own juices clean from Liams soaked finger. "Good girl, now back to the game", he said.

They started back at the game, and Kelly was still trying to ignore the looks she was getting, but at the same time, she realized it was turning her on. She went to shoot the 9 ball in the corner pocket, looked up at Liam and said, "Ha ha, I need this and the 8 ball, and I'll kick your ass in this game!" Liam smiled, "Ok, you think you're bad ass, try and make it, but if you don't...you have to do whatever I say. She rolled her eyes, and aimed, it was perfect. So perfect that she was overconfident and missed. Liam had a small smile on his face. Kelly knew this was going to be bad, but so good. "Sit down in that chair and start rubbing your tits", he instructed. Kelly was now beet red in the face, but did as he said. She hated being wrong about the shot, but was excited at his instructions. When Kelly sat down in the chair, she started slowly caressing her breasts, running her fingers across her barely covered nipples. Liam was in shock again that yes he was turned on by the sight of her, he was more turned on that she was doing whatever he said. He decided to take it a step further. He walked up to her, grabbed her harder than usual by a nipple, and said "Stick two fingers in your pussy". Kelly looked a bit hesitant, until the pinching of her nipples got harder, and was followed by Liams other hand grabbing the back of her head by her hair while he softly whispered, "Now slut."

The bar was dying down, even though Kelly was basically putting on a show, she was still trying to be as discreet as possible. Laim watched her, and noticed that she was getting very wet, despite being embarrassed. This too, was turning him on, more than he thought possible. "That's it, now rub that clit for me baby. You know just how Daddy likes it", he said. Kelly was so turned on, but didn't know if she could continue. She rubbed her clit, still trying to be discreet, when Liam instructed her to spread her legs. Kelly started shaking, hard. Her head started shaking no. Her brain kept saying no, but her body was saying yes. She wanted this. This is what they had talked about. She knew what was going to happen, to a point anyways. But now that it was happening, she didn't know how to handle it. Kelly looked a little puzzled by Liams face as she kept shaking her head no. He looked...almost...angry. His eyes started to get darker, and his face was hardening. This almost scared her.

Feeling that he was taking it almost too far, Kelly got up and walked quickly out of the bar. Liam was not too far behind her. She walked to the side of the brick building, and almost started to cry. She could feel the tears coming, but she didn't know why. Embarrassment? Maybe. But this was her fantasy, not his, not really. She lit a cigarette, and saw Liam rounding the corner. He still looked angry, and she had no idea why. He walked up to her, and ordered her to throw her smoke down. "No! I just lit it, and I'm still a little weird about what just happened." Liam did not speak, he didn't have to. He grabbed the smoke out of her hand and threw it on the ground. "This is what you wanted bitch! You want someone to control you? You got it!" he said, a little louder than she had expected. Kelly was pissed, she just lit the fucking thing, and now he was just getting out of hand. But before she knew it, Liam had her pinned up against the brick wall of the building. "What the fuck Liam? This game is over.", she exclaimed. And as Liams hand were tugging and fondling her entire body she heard him whisper, "Oh, but no it's not slut."

She had never been pinned up that hard before. Her breathing was increasing and her body was starting to shake. Liam forced her tiny legs open and pinched her clit, harder than he ever had before. It was painful, and although she was a little frightened by this point, it still felt good. Liam was grabbing her tits, hard. He forced her shirt down so he could suck them, and he did. He sucked them so hard. He trickled his tongue over her nipples, and then sucked them until whimpers came from Kelly. He was like an animal, licking, sucking, biting, shoving his fingers hard inside her wet pussy. "Just let it happen bitch", he whispered to her. Kelly's pussy was dripping now, dripping down her legs, to the inside of her tall boots. Liam grabbed her hard by her thighs, and lifted her. Before she knew it, Liams rock hard cock was forcing itself inside her pussy. Kelly heard a noise and looked to her right. Of course, there were people watching all of this. Liam grabbed her face, making her look at him, and instructed her to ignore them. She did and Liam was fucking her so hard, she let go of everything. Just a few pumps inside her pussy and Liam had forced Kelly to come. Her slippery pussy was too much for Liam to bear, and as soon as Kelly had soaked his cock with her come, he pulled out, pushed Kelly down hard on her knees, and shoved his huge cock inside her mouth. Taking Kelly by surprise, she gagged when he shoved his cock so hard down her throat. But was enjoying every inch of his dick being forced into her mouth. It didn't take long, and before she knew it Kelly had a mouthful of come. Kelly didn't usually swallow, and Liam never asked her to, but tonight was different. While he was blowing his load in her hot mouth, he said, "and swallow every last drop bitch". To Kelly and Liam's surprise, she did just what he said.


When Kelly was done swallowing every last drop of Liams come, and licked his cock clean of both of their juices, Liam pulled Kelly up softly and kissed her. He walked her to the car and helped her climb inside. He looked at her, and told her how beautiful she was and how tonight was the best he had ever had. Kelly felt the same. On the ride home, he held her hand and said, "Maybe we should start researching this whole Dom/sub thing after all. I never knew how much I liked being obeyed." Kelly responded with, "I knew you would like it, and it would take a little work, but all I want really, is to obey you...and only you."

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Latest

Ah, it's been a few days since my last post, but I figured last night was worth writing about. My being tied down to my bed thing finally happened. And suprisingly, I was a little nervous. As my ankles and wrists were slowly being anchored down, I noticed my breathing increasing, and my heart beating faster. I also noticed my pussy getting wetter by the second. Then came the blindfold. I am not used to not seeing what's going on around me, so of course my other senses were increased dramatically. I could feel something brushing across my stomach and then down to my pussy, which I found out was rope. Then i felt a vibration all over my clit, and barely penetrating my aching pussy. This went on for a minute or so, and then I felt it. My lovers hot, hard cock starting to thrust inside me. I tried pulling my legs up a little so I could get him to enter me further, but I was tied down, so I couldn't really do anything. He fucked me so hard, yet so gentle. Just feeling that cock thrust inside me, and feeling my pussy tighten with every thrust was almost more than I could handle. Then he stopped, and I felt his wet tongue glide slowly across my clit, licking and sucking me for all I was worth. When we started fucking again, he could barely control himself, and the straps that were holding me down were being taken off. I then straddled him and started sucking that big beautiful cock of his. I know just how he likes it, sucking with just a little tongue on the head of his dick as I come up. I couldn't take sucking him any longer, as I needed his cock inside me so fucking bad. So I turned around, straddled him, and shoved his dick inside me. I rode him like a fucking pro, as I am. He came so fucking close to filling my pussy with hot cum, so I got off quickly and shoved his dick in my mouth, only to get on top of him once more and have him fill my pussy. I let myself get very close to coming, and then he flipped me over and went to my go to position, and fucked me so hard. What was hard was my orgasm. I felt it building in no time, and as I climaxed, I felt my pussy tighten so hard around his perfect dick, I was screaming, biting, and punching the bed, flooding the sheets with my excess of juices. After I came, he pounded me just how I like it, letting me know that it was his pussy. I was so ready for him to come, as it had been two hours, and I was ready for his hot cum to be in my mouth. He pulled his dick out of my throbbing cunt, and as his cum shot out, I covered his cock with my mouth, letting his juice fill me. I swallowed his love, and smiled, followed by a sweet kiss. 15 minutes later, we were fucking again. This man is an animal, as am I. But the night was drawing to a close, so it had to be cut short, and I am still waiting to give him that second orgasm. I can still feel his cum being shot into my mouth, as it does every time he fucks me. And now, I'm just wet from thinking about it....til next time....

Friday, December 18, 2009

obsessed

Another day, another waiting game. I have been wet for two days straight, wetting right through my fucking pants, it's ridiculous. But, I'm supposed to be having some fun later tonight, so I'm pretty excited. I have this strange obsession of wanting to fuck in front of strangers. I just think it would be so hot. Watching and being watched. Hmm....I have no idea what's in store for me tonight, but I'm sure it's going to be mind blowing. Last week I straddled his face and the way his tongue penetrated me, was so different than the usual laying down way. It was awesome. I couldn't help myself, I just kept pushing my pussy farther and farther down onto his face. Letting go, and feeling my juice flow all over his face while he kept shoving his tongue farther into my pussy, as I was grinding harder on his mouth....I thought I was going to buck off the fucking bed. So I'm very interested in what's going to happen to me later. I was instructed that 69 was in order, and that's nice, but I really hope we use my restraints tonight. I really feel like being strapped down on my bed and touched, licked, sucked, and fucked, without me being able to move. I guess I'll see, and then I'll let ya know.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

amateur

Ok, well after reading a lot of other blogs, I have realized mine is pretty amateur. But, hopefully as time goes by, it will get better, as it's my first day. That, and no one is reading this so, to post this is pretty irrelevant.

Now, I'm sitting on the phone talking, listening rather, to my "friend"....and all I can think about is all the things I want to do with him. I've been wet most of the day, and hearing his voice is making it worst. Masturbation is pretty boring to me these days now that I actually have a sex life. And once is never enough, I have to do it at least twice, sometimes three times in a row...which I would much rather be getting fucked. I guess I could hop on the webcam, but the fucker always goes out, so what really is the point, if I have to stop half way through and re-start the damn camera. Although it does getting me going pretty easily. The thought of someone being on the other side watching me, and getting off on it, makes me even more wet. Ugh, what to do, what to do. Wish I could just get fucked tonight, but due to circumstances my friend can't come play with me. Guess I'll see where the night goes, if it's anything interesting, I'll definitely put it on here.

First Fantasy

Ok, well to get the ball rolling, since I've been thinking of topics. Here goes...just one of my fantasies. I have a strong desire to be controlled by my lover (he knows this). I really want to be his slut for the night. I want him to pick out the sluttiest outfit he can find for me. He's into fishnet thigh highs, so I'm sure that would be part of it. Then take me somewhere like a bar, or club. I know I'll get looks, and so does he, but he knows that I only belong to him. While we're having a few drinks, he can touch me, anywhere, anytime. Lift my skirt a little, knowing other people can see, exposing my ass or pussy. Running his hands up my thighs, right up to my pussy and sticking his fingers in just a little to see if it's as wet as he expects. If we happen to be at a club, then we will fuck right on the dance floor, if at just a bar, maybe we'll fuck in the bathroom, or right there on a bar stool. Whatever he prefers. Or he could take me outside and throw me against the side of a building, and fuck me right there. It's my fantasy, but it's about what he wants and knowing that he can take me, do whatever he wants with me, anytime, and anywhere...what's your fantasy??

First Post

Wow, my first post. It's kind of liberating. I have felt so trapped within myself for so many years. And only recently really discovered who I really am. Ok, so...this blog will be about sex. If you don't like it, then get the hell off my blog. I refuse to not be who I really am anymore. I have been doing a lot of research lately and found that my sexual desires and needs are actually quite normal! I'm a woman who wants sex all the time!? No, I'm not a slut, or a whore, but just really enjoy sex and everything involved with it. I have been treated in the past that something is wrong with me because of my high sex drive. Which I think is absolutely ridiculous. I actually think more women are like me, but are ashamed for some reason. We keep our sex drive so silent, pushing it away, holding it over some guy's head, thinking it's going to get us somewhere. Trust me girls, open yourself more, and you're more likely to get what you want. Now, I'm not saying to use this as a way to get whatever you want. But if you're more open with yourself and your significant other, well, you never know how happy you might actually be. I've only recently started to find things that turn me on, way more than I thought they would, as I'm sure those will be posts within themselves. This might also be slightly random at first. But, bear with me, as this is my first time doing this. I'm just glad I'm finally doing this, and getting my desires out there, it feels nice to put something out into the world. Hell, maybe someone can get something out of this, other than me. Who knows....