Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Latest

Ah, it's been a few days since my last post, but I figured last night was worth writing about. My being tied down to my bed thing finally happened. And suprisingly, I was a little nervous. As my ankles and wrists were slowly being anchored down, I noticed my breathing increasing, and my heart beating faster. I also noticed my pussy getting wetter by the second. Then came the blindfold. I am not used to not seeing what's going on around me, so of course my other senses were increased dramatically. I could feel something brushing across my stomach and then down to my pussy, which I found out was rope. Then i felt a vibration all over my clit, and barely penetrating my aching pussy. This went on for a minute or so, and then I felt it. My lovers hot, hard cock starting to thrust inside me. I tried pulling my legs up a little so I could get him to enter me further, but I was tied down, so I couldn't really do anything. He fucked me so hard, yet so gentle. Just feeling that cock thrust inside me, and feeling my pussy tighten with every thrust was almost more than I could handle. Then he stopped, and I felt his wet tongue glide slowly across my clit, licking and sucking me for all I was worth. When we started fucking again, he could barely control himself, and the straps that were holding me down were being taken off. I then straddled him and started sucking that big beautiful cock of his. I know just how he likes it, sucking with just a little tongue on the head of his dick as I come up. I couldn't take sucking him any longer, as I needed his cock inside me so fucking bad. So I turned around, straddled him, and shoved his dick inside me. I rode him like a fucking pro, as I am. He came so fucking close to filling my pussy with hot cum, so I got off quickly and shoved his dick in my mouth, only to get on top of him once more and have him fill my pussy. I let myself get very close to coming, and then he flipped me over and went to my go to position, and fucked me so hard. What was hard was my orgasm. I felt it building in no time, and as I climaxed, I felt my pussy tighten so hard around his perfect dick, I was screaming, biting, and punching the bed, flooding the sheets with my excess of juices. After I came, he pounded me just how I like it, letting me know that it was his pussy. I was so ready for him to come, as it had been two hours, and I was ready for his hot cum to be in my mouth. He pulled his dick out of my throbbing cunt, and as his cum shot out, I covered his cock with my mouth, letting his juice fill me. I swallowed his love, and smiled, followed by a sweet kiss. 15 minutes later, we were fucking again. This man is an animal, as am I. But the night was drawing to a close, so it had to be cut short, and I am still waiting to give him that second orgasm. I can still feel his cum being shot into my mouth, as it does every time he fucks me. And now, I'm just wet from thinking about it....til next time....

Friday, December 18, 2009

obsessed

Another day, another waiting game. I have been wet for two days straight, wetting right through my fucking pants, it's ridiculous. But, I'm supposed to be having some fun later tonight, so I'm pretty excited. I have this strange obsession of wanting to fuck in front of strangers. I just think it would be so hot. Watching and being watched. Hmm....I have no idea what's in store for me tonight, but I'm sure it's going to be mind blowing. Last week I straddled his face and the way his tongue penetrated me, was so different than the usual laying down way. It was awesome. I couldn't help myself, I just kept pushing my pussy farther and farther down onto his face. Letting go, and feeling my juice flow all over his face while he kept shoving his tongue farther into my pussy, as I was grinding harder on his mouth....I thought I was going to buck off the fucking bed. So I'm very interested in what's going to happen to me later. I was instructed that 69 was in order, and that's nice, but I really hope we use my restraints tonight. I really feel like being strapped down on my bed and touched, licked, sucked, and fucked, without me being able to move. I guess I'll see, and then I'll let ya know.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

amateur

Ok, well after reading a lot of other blogs, I have realized mine is pretty amateur. But, hopefully as time goes by, it will get better, as it's my first day. That, and no one is reading this so, to post this is pretty irrelevant.

Now, I'm sitting on the phone talking, listening rather, to my "friend"....and all I can think about is all the things I want to do with him. I've been wet most of the day, and hearing his voice is making it worst. Masturbation is pretty boring to me these days now that I actually have a sex life. And once is never enough, I have to do it at least twice, sometimes three times in a row...which I would much rather be getting fucked. I guess I could hop on the webcam, but the fucker always goes out, so what really is the point, if I have to stop half way through and re-start the damn camera. Although it does getting me going pretty easily. The thought of someone being on the other side watching me, and getting off on it, makes me even more wet. Ugh, what to do, what to do. Wish I could just get fucked tonight, but due to circumstances my friend can't come play with me. Guess I'll see where the night goes, if it's anything interesting, I'll definitely put it on here.

First Fantasy

Ok, well to get the ball rolling, since I've been thinking of topics. Here goes...just one of my fantasies. I have a strong desire to be controlled by my lover (he knows this). I really want to be his slut for the night. I want him to pick out the sluttiest outfit he can find for me. He's into fishnet thigh highs, so I'm sure that would be part of it. Then take me somewhere like a bar, or club. I know I'll get looks, and so does he, but he knows that I only belong to him. While we're having a few drinks, he can touch me, anywhere, anytime. Lift my skirt a little, knowing other people can see, exposing my ass or pussy. Running his hands up my thighs, right up to my pussy and sticking his fingers in just a little to see if it's as wet as he expects. If we happen to be at a club, then we will fuck right on the dance floor, if at just a bar, maybe we'll fuck in the bathroom, or right there on a bar stool. Whatever he prefers. Or he could take me outside and throw me against the side of a building, and fuck me right there. It's my fantasy, but it's about what he wants and knowing that he can take me, do whatever he wants with me, anytime, and anywhere...what's your fantasy??

First Post

Wow, my first post. It's kind of liberating. I have felt so trapped within myself for so many years. And only recently really discovered who I really am. Ok, so...this blog will be about sex. If you don't like it, then get the hell off my blog. I refuse to not be who I really am anymore. I have been doing a lot of research lately and found that my sexual desires and needs are actually quite normal! I'm a woman who wants sex all the time!? No, I'm not a slut, or a whore, but just really enjoy sex and everything involved with it. I have been treated in the past that something is wrong with me because of my high sex drive. Which I think is absolutely ridiculous. I actually think more women are like me, but are ashamed for some reason. We keep our sex drive so silent, pushing it away, holding it over some guy's head, thinking it's going to get us somewhere. Trust me girls, open yourself more, and you're more likely to get what you want. Now, I'm not saying to use this as a way to get whatever you want. But if you're more open with yourself and your significant other, well, you never know how happy you might actually be. I've only recently started to find things that turn me on, way more than I thought they would, as I'm sure those will be posts within themselves. This might also be slightly random at first. But, bear with me, as this is my first time doing this. I'm just glad I'm finally doing this, and getting my desires out there, it feels nice to put something out into the world. Hell, maybe someone can get something out of this, other than me. Who knows....